You really love him, don’t you? a simple psychological question, no name was mentioned but suddenly someone came into your mind
Everything in my Head
I miss him. Everything about him I miss. The way he held me, the way he kissed me, the way he was there for me at my lost point, the way he protected me, the way he loved me, I miss it all. 14 months. It repeats over and over in my head, 14 months that I pray goes by fast. Everyday I’m closer to seeing you but on my bad days it feels like I never will and that this is just hopeless. But on my okay days I think about how good it is going to feel to be in your arms again and that we have over came soooo many things and this is just another obstacle we will over come. People might think I’m crazy, I mean I’m 17 who waits around for a guy that long, right? And especially in this situation. But they don’t know our relationship, they don’t know that this summer was the closest we’ve ever been. We practically lived with each other and we learned things about one another that many people are age don’t get to learn about one another in there high school relationships. I wish there was someone who really truly understood what I’m going through. Someone that could just relate and not judge and say how “dumb” or “stupid” I am for waiting for him. I wish time went by faster. I wish he could just take away all this pain that I’m feeling like he use to. He would make me forget everything bad or hard time I was going through in my life and make everything better. I wish he could do that for me right now. I wish I could stop being strong and just be okay. I don’t feel like I’m going to be “okay” again, until he comes back. So for now I’m on my own, keeping strong and trusting god that this is just all part of his plan.